Running On Empty Dreams

i don't really blog about how i am feeling but today i just felt it i needed to write. A lots happen in the last couples of months and its just starting to get to me i guess. someone has just came back in to my life but i don't know for how long and it sucks i feel like when he gets lost he repeatedly comes back to me but its not the same cause he lacks love and attention he has hurts me before and i don't know if i can trust him im trying too tho then he gets mad when i bring up the past as if it didn't happen like fuck YOU HURT ME! i trusted you how i do just let you back in all the questions is so i don't get hurt again thats what he doesn't understand im trying jeez im sorry that i have doubt but can you blame me really?  then he says he trust me but wont let me in i know someone was there before me and could have possibly still have some of her things there but its OK i know when the time is right you will clear her things away. Right?